{"id":104,"date":"2019-11-17T15:30:49","date_gmt":"2019-11-17T19:30:49","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/matthewklem.com\/?page_id=104"},"modified":"2019-11-19T14:09:42","modified_gmt":"2019-11-19T18:09:42","slug":"gut-theory","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/matthewklem.com\/index.php\/gut-theory\/","title":{"rendered":"Gut Theory"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">In 2009 I was at a bit of a crossroads in my spiritual life. Although I had been raised in a Christian household, I found myself more and more diverted from that faith as I got older. I had always felt that the world was too complex and beautiful to have happened by accident, but I had a hard time reconciling most of the &#8220;rules&#8221; around traditional faiths that I had learned of.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">At some point within that year, I sat down and started writing about what maybe I did believe and what bothered me the most about what typical people refer to as &#8220;God&#8221;. I had always felt that there was this sort of universal balance that existed among everyone and wondered if I could find my own way of explaining how it felt to me. But beyond the sense of balance, I always felt that my instinct was the truest force behind all of the good things that had happened to me. The more time I thought about it, the more I realized that maybe this instinct I was following was the voice of &#8220;God&#8221; or the &#8220;Universe&#8221; or whatever speaking to me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ultimately I wrote down several chapters about what I had been thinking and eventually had enough content that I thought maybe it would be something I could put into a book for my own personal use. I also thought since I had always thought about writing a book that maybe I could use this as an opportunity to learn more about self-publishing and all of the things that go along with it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I put together the book through Lulu and had a handful of copies printed for myself and any of my friends to read. It was listed on Lulu and Amazon for a short period of time but was never really meant to be public facing. I wasn&#8217;t trying to tell anyone else how to believe in God or that they were wrong. I really just wanted to find my own voice to keep myself sane.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator\"\/>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">This book is not for sale online or in your local bookstore. If you&#8217;re interested in either a digital or paperback copy, please reach out to me.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>In 2009 I was at a bit of a crossroads in my spiritual life. Although I had been raised in a Christian household, I found myself more and more diverted from that faith as I got older. I had always felt that the world was too complex and beautiful to have happened by accident, but &hellip;<br \/><a href=\"https:\/\/matthewklem.com\/index.php\/gut-theory\/\" class=\"more-link pen_button pen_element_default pen_icon_arrow_double\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Gut Theory<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":103,"parent":0,"menu_order":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":{"footnotes":""},"class_list":["post-104","page","type-page","status-publish","has-post-thumbnail","hentry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/matthewklem.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/104","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/matthewklem.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/matthewklem.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/page"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/matthewklem.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/matthewklem.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=104"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/matthewklem.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/104\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":114,"href":"https:\/\/matthewklem.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/104\/revisions\/114"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/matthewklem.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/103"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/matthewklem.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=104"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}