{"id":212,"date":"2020-02-01T09:54:22","date_gmt":"2020-02-01T13:54:22","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/matthewklem.com\/?p=212"},"modified":"2020-02-01T09:58:55","modified_gmt":"2020-02-01T13:58:55","slug":"for-the-first-time","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/matthewklem.com\/index.php\/2020\/02\/01\/for-the-first-time\/","title":{"rendered":"For The First Time"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Last night after work, I took my son over to his grandmother&#8217;s house for the night while my wife and daughter stayed home. Knowing I had been to Chapters earlier in the week to drop my books off, I wondered, &#8220;Is it on the shelf yet?&#8221;.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I took a quick trip over to Dieppe, parked the car, and went inside the city&#8217;s largest bookstore. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The local section is just to the right of the door. In fact, I had spent a lot of time in and out of Chapters and this section in particular when researching aspects of my book. I had often dreamed of what it would feel like should the day ever come when I would see my own book on the shelf.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Staring at the shelf, my eyes are scanning book at a time looking for either the cover or a greenish blue spine that has a familiar title. Back and forth I go as I am trying to find this and I can feel the disappointment rising in me. But before I turned my back and walked away, I spotted a cracked little font on three little books sitting side by side. I immediately pulled one out and saw a familiar title in my hand.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"768\" src=\"https:\/\/matthewklem.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/IMG_3781-1024x768.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-217\" srcset=\"https:\/\/matthewklem.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/IMG_3781-1024x768.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/matthewklem.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/IMG_3781-300x225.jpg 300w, https:\/\/matthewklem.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/IMG_3781-768x576.jpg 768w, https:\/\/matthewklem.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/IMG_3781-1536x1152.jpg 1536w, https:\/\/matthewklem.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/IMG_3781-2048x1536.jpg 2048w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">In that moment, I can become a &#8220;published author&#8221;. Someone who actually made a book and put it on store shelves. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Filled with an overwhelming sense of accomplishment, I then turned to my left to see a table filled with stacks of books from local authors. Stepping over a bit closer, I grinned as I found myself staring back at me from the table.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"768\" src=\"https:\/\/matthewklem.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/IMG_3782-1024x768.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-219\" srcset=\"https:\/\/matthewklem.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/IMG_3782-1024x768.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/matthewklem.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/IMG_3782-300x225.jpg 300w, https:\/\/matthewklem.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/IMG_3782-768x576.jpg 768w, https:\/\/matthewklem.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/IMG_3782-1536x1152.jpg 1536w, https:\/\/matthewklem.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/IMG_3782-2048x1536.jpg 2048w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">There was a large stack of books, in the middle of the table, all that had previously been sitting in a Sobey&#8217;s bag back in my office waiting to be delivered to Chapter&#8217;s. I picked up one, and then pushed a few of the others aside just to see how many were there. There was quite a stack waiting to be purchased by someone.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">As you can obviously tell, I took a couple of photos of these to mark this personal milestone. But then I put the phone back in my pocket and it hit me. There were no tears rolling down my face but there was definitely a lump in my throat. I had to take a moment to collect myself as I was feeling pretty emotional about the whole thing. I&#8217;ve done a lot of things in my life but this is the first time I&#8217;ve ever had a book I wrote sitting on the shelves of a bookstore, waiting to be read by some stranger.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I&#8217;ve written countless things over the course of the last 30 years, but this was really a first for me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I sent texts of the photos to my wife as I was beaming from the aisles of the bookstore. She replied back with an exuberant &#8220;That is freaking awesome!!!&#8221;. No dear, you are. You&#8217;ll never know how much your support helps.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">After writing short stories as a teenager, music and comic articles as a college kid, countless personal blog entries, tech articles for a local newspaper, geocaching stories for a caching blog, and even countless training manuals for work, I&#8217;m finally able to celebrate seeing my writing truly out in the public.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">January 31st, 2020 is a day I am never going to forget.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-image\"><figure class=\"aligncenter size-large is-resized\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/matthewklem.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/IMG_3798-1024x768.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-221\" width=\"768\" height=\"576\" srcset=\"https:\/\/matthewklem.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/IMG_3798-1024x768.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/matthewklem.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/IMG_3798-300x225.jpg 300w, https:\/\/matthewklem.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/IMG_3798-768x576.jpg 768w, https:\/\/matthewklem.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/IMG_3798-1536x1152.jpg 1536w, https:\/\/matthewklem.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/IMG_3798-2048x1536.jpg 2048w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 768px) 100vw, 768px\" \/><\/figure><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Last night after work, I took my son over to his grandmother&#8217;s house for the night while my wife and daughter stayed home. Knowing I had been to Chapters earlier in the week to drop my books off, I wondered, &#8220;Is it on the shelf yet?&#8221;. I took a quick trip over to Dieppe, parked &hellip;<br \/><a href=\"https:\/\/matthewklem.com\/index.php\/2020\/02\/01\/for-the-first-time\/\" class=\"more-link pen_button pen_element_default pen_icon_arrow_double\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">For The First Time<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":213,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4,3],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-212","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-anecdotes","category-writing"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/matthewklem.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/212","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/matthewklem.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/matthewklem.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/matthewklem.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/matthewklem.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=212"}],"version-history":[{"count":7,"href":"https:\/\/matthewklem.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/212\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":224,"href":"https:\/\/matthewklem.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/212\/revisions\/224"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/matthewklem.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/213"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/matthewklem.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=212"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/matthewklem.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=212"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/matthewklem.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=212"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}